Please help me

tonight my mother told me that i am a spoiled little brat. that i have no idea how good i have it. that if anybody treated me like i treat my brother, she would be horrified and angry too. she treats me worse than i have ever treaated anyone in my life and i told her that. she told me i was stupid and had no idea what im talking about.

youre supposed to find comfort and welcome and love at home but i do not get any of that here. she has no idea how many times ive come close to killing myself because of her. sure, there are other things going on, but if she didn’t treat me like she did, i think i would be able to stand through it.

all the adults say that these are the best days of our lives. when we are children, teens. we should cling to these days and cherish them. but i find there are few things left for me to cherish. if things never get any beter, what is the point of living? somebody please tell me WHAT THE HELL IS THE POINT OF LIVING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

if anybodies out there please help me. please. please please please please PLEASE!!! just, just help me. help me.