The best three weeks of my life…

Do you have that one person in your life that, no matter what has happened or how bad your day has been, you just feel happy and… RIGHT when you with them? I dont necassarily mean a love interest, maybe this person is just a friend. But no matter what happens you always feel good when your wuth them.
Well, i did summer gym this year, going into high school, and i got very close to someone i never thought i would ever get close to. Summer gym lasted 3 weeks and over those 3 weeks, i felt i knew this person better than i have ever known anyone- even myself. Just sitting next to him made everything ok.
Do you have a person like that? A person with whom there is no need for words? A person who you understand without explanation? A person you feel like you completely trust with everything? A person you see no flaws in?
Well, i do. And its a person i never expected. I dont know where things will go from here, but i hope that in a month we can just pick up where we left off. Because i dont think my life can again be complete without him in it. I dont know where i wanna take this- but i honesy dont mind staying exactly where we are.
Tell me, do you hace a person like that? Please, tell me about them. Because i would love to know…

Formspring

heyy all you viewers of mine its been a while, no?

anywayyyz now i’m back and we can be friends again!!!! exciting!!

so i’m here to tell you about my new FORMSPRING

if you have any questions about me or anything, which you might since you probably read my blog on the rare occasion, then you can just hop on formspring, ask me anything, and then wait for my answer or something

k, see you on the other side!

http://www.formspring.me/Crillablu

Love is real

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down “happy”. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment.
I told them they didn’t understand life.”
— John Lennon

“I’m not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I’ve always been a freak. So I’ve been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I’m one of those people.”
— John Lennon
I was just randomly searching things online and i came upon some quotes from john lennon, a man who does in fact inspire me alot. I am a beatles fan in general, but joohn lennon woul top the scale as my favorite in the group. Alot of the things he says, though controversial, make sense. Even as a young person, i cannot help but appreciate the meaning of some of their lyrics- especially their earlier work.
I apologize for the fact i have not posted here in a while- i should deprive you from my vast knowledge any longer than possible!!! but, see, things, i lost my password and it took me forever to find it and- augh. to make a long story short… I’m Back!

And i’m on spring break- i’d like to know how many of you have checked out my work at writers cafe? it is a great site and i definatley reccomend it for budding and even ppublished authors. Heres a link to my site: http://www.writerscafe.org/FairyBlue

If you read my current project, Burning, you can see that the writing in it is childesh and unsuported, the character developement is purly awful and that my main character is completely flat and boring. YOu will see that all my skill is plain cleverness, that my scenery is horrible, my descriptivness and spelling is bad as well. You will see that the relationships between garren and other characters fall flat and that garren himself, as a character, doesn’t make any sense. DO NOT WORRY!!! i have a whole week to editediteditblogediteditblogeditediteditedit!!!
SO why don’t ya’ll head over there write now and check it out- and on sunday you can go back and see the miraculous changes i have made!!!
And remember everyone- love is real.

Talent Show

Hiya!
btw, i got better after i got worse, but on the bright side im not asick anym more. I’m in perfect health!!! a lot has been going on in my life lately and i’m afraid i havn’t had enough time to update you. Schools breathing down my neck, and its time for high school scheduling. My math teacherr says i may get held back in Algebra II and not go on to FST my freshman year, which would be really depressing since i’ve worked so hard to get three years ahead of my class :/ i supposse it was just too much, too fast, eh?

So, back and up to date now, there is going to be a talent show next week. A talent show which i will be in. I wrote a song that i want to sing, but im sure if i have the guts to sing it. last time i wrote a song and sung it people got mad at me. They all thought i was trying to copy this girl  named madison, who also writes and sings songs. she’s a better singer than me, but not a better writer. also, i was writing songs three years before she ever was. And the fact that all my songs are deep and from the heart really hurts. especially when people hate on them. Do they have any idea at all???

Well, besides, i have a copy of the lyrics here for you:

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

 Ripped to shreds

All that you want

Shattered, scattered,

Reality calls

Dreams are ruined

Love is gone

Nothing that can

save us now

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

If you want live forever

Find the fountain

Drink its waters

Write it all down on the paper

Paper we are all

dependant

Think about it everyday

You see the light

You see gods way

You try and try

But no escape

You can’t get out;

You must stay

Down on paper

is your life

You’re still living

to watch yourself die

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

Just like you

And

I_______

The songs name is ‘Paper’. I have two different versions i want to sing, on in the higher octave, one in the lower. the lower octave is easier and safer, but takes basicly no talent to sing. the higher octave, though, pushes my voice to its limits. and also, i am not sure if i can hit the last high note.

So i was wondering if you, my faithful readers, would do me a favor:

Go to voisse.com and searcg “Paper (high)” and “Paper(low)”. listen to them then come back over here and tell me which one you think i should do. I’m asking because i know you all will be honest to me- i really don’t want to go up there and be embarrasssed, singing something not within my range.

REMEMBER!!!! voisse.com, Paper (high) and Paper (low). Listen to them and comment telling me which you think i should do.

Thank you, faithful readers!!!!!

(i own all copyrights to lyrics posted on this website)

Hits, Clicks, Visits

so i resontly got alot of visits to my site 😉

i say its because of my tags. they can be convienant, i suppose. i actually tagged my post for the first time last night, and i quess that it had a good outcome. so i’ll do it more often, i suppose.

anyways, whats the difference between hits clicks and visits?

i would think that visits woluld just be anyone randmoly showing up on your site. clicks should be counted everytime they click on something. but hots should only be if people actuall like it. thing is, they’re all the same, so whatever.

my bud almost has 200 hits i barely have 50.  its probably because hes funny and likable.

me? not so much.

now, now, i know what your thinking- pore little girl with low self esteem!!!! your beautiful, child, so sweet, so innocent. theres nothing wrong with you!!!! just be yourself, and you can have all the friends you want!!!!

and this is what im thinking- ummm EXCUSE ME? i never said noone like me, you little BLEEP!!!!! i only said i am not fnny or likeable!!!! and if you could be reading my thoughts right now, i think you would not find me very likable, now would you? unless you think this is funny . . . ??? because if so, i can fix that little laugh of yours so it dont come back!!!

okay, but dont worry. i only think about u like that if you get on my nerves. which you dont. cuz i dont know you.

see, i am the type of person you have to get used to, i guess.

some people say im mean- i say im sensible to  ignoraance and stupidity. suppose its the same thing.

see, there are only a few people i find not ignorant or stupid: heres a list-

  • Friend on blog. (the one with almost 200 hits? hes really cool. i have a link to his blog on my blogroll click on: my friends blog!!!)
  • best friend. (think its from spending to much time with me)
  • other best friend. (same reason)
  • and a few other select and honored people

notice how i did not name myself. cuz i believe even i, the almighty beastly chick who should rule the world, have flaws.

one of them is ignorance.

another is stupidity.

now of course, i dont believe it- but i remind myself its true everysay.

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waaaaaiiiiiiiiiittttt . . . . . .

arn’t i supposed to be talking about hits?