The Fourth, Homie

yo wassup bra? i was just chillin with ma homies watchin all y’alls fireworks but they were nothin, i tell ya, nothin at all compared to the fireworks i made in bed last night.

just kidding. that was me being gangsta. which i am OBVIOSLY very good at. ANYWAYSSSS the fourth of juky was yeesterday.. no, wait, the day before… I KNOW MY DATES!!!!

so i went with my mom and dad but promptly ditched them after we cam eupon a group of people i didn’t hate. the fireworks i went to where done at the local high school, so i went to watch them there and knew that the likelyhood that i found someone i didn’t hate there to chill with was pretty high. Now, see, i dont’ hate all people, just the majority… JUST KIDDING!!! i lvoe you all. except for you. but i love the rest of you guys!!!! anyways, heres the deal… EERYONE in my elementary school (almost) were preppy, “cool”, annoying, and just plain mean. so i don’t like most of them. ANd for some reason all the preppy annoying kids like me and all they do is get on my nerves so i spent half my night running away from them. they’re not bad people at all… i just don’t like them. but YOU shouldn’t be offended- you’re not preppy!!!! well, YOU are… yes, you. get out of here 😛

Anyways while i was there i actually saw alot of my friends but they were all hanging out either with people i didn’t know, people who scared me, or peole that i didn’t like. so i jus stayed in my little clique most of the time.

Me and my firend, lets call her casquatch,  were buying smoothies and we were watching this girl. she was yelling something at some guy and laughing really high pitch and annoying. then she threw up her arms and her shirt came up to just under her… well, you know. so we started laughing at her. then she turned around to run away, and we saw that when she put her hands down she had grabbed her butt. she was just standing there.. groping her own butt… very strange girl…

but THEN when we sat down on th ebleachers, we looked behind us and… there she was!!! buttgirl was RIGHT BEHIND US  and was doing her annoying laugh with another one of her annoying slut friends. And everything me and casquatch said and did, they copied. We started man-singing the national anthum and so did they. then we started ohhing and ahhing at all the sucky firewaorks and so did they. then, everytime we saw a firework we yelled BOOM and… need i say it again. then when they were over and we were walking away, we heard buttgirrl say: “wait… what was that even for?” ahhhhh…. how i love stupid people

i mean, seriously… its the fourth of july! how do you NOT know why there are firewrks? i mean, SERIOUSLY????

anyways, i’ll be updating alot more now that i have found my password, which i previously lost. so be prepared for more epicness coming your way soon!!!!!

Formspring

heyy all you viewers of mine its been a while, no?

anywayyyz now i’m back and we can be friends again!!!! exciting!!

so i’m here to tell you about my new FORMSPRING

if you have any questions about me or anything, which you might since you probably read my blog on the rare occasion, then you can just hop on formspring, ask me anything, and then wait for my answer or something

k, see you on the other side!

http://www.formspring.me/Crillablu

Love is real

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down “happy”. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment.
I told them they didn’t understand life.”
— John Lennon

“I’m not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I’ve always been a freak. So I’ve been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I’m one of those people.”
— John Lennon
I was just randomly searching things online and i came upon some quotes from john lennon, a man who does in fact inspire me alot. I am a beatles fan in general, but joohn lennon woul top the scale as my favorite in the group. Alot of the things he says, though controversial, make sense. Even as a young person, i cannot help but appreciate the meaning of some of their lyrics- especially their earlier work.
I apologize for the fact i have not posted here in a while- i should deprive you from my vast knowledge any longer than possible!!! but, see, things, i lost my password and it took me forever to find it and- augh. to make a long story short… I’m Back!

And i’m on spring break- i’d like to know how many of you have checked out my work at writers cafe? it is a great site and i definatley reccomend it for budding and even ppublished authors. Heres a link to my site: http://www.writerscafe.org/FairyBlue

If you read my current project, Burning, you can see that the writing in it is childesh and unsuported, the character developement is purly awful and that my main character is completely flat and boring. YOu will see that all my skill is plain cleverness, that my scenery is horrible, my descriptivness and spelling is bad as well. You will see that the relationships between garren and other characters fall flat and that garren himself, as a character, doesn’t make any sense. DO NOT WORRY!!! i have a whole week to editediteditblogediteditblogeditediteditedit!!!
SO why don’t ya’ll head over there write now and check it out- and on sunday you can go back and see the miraculous changes i have made!!!
And remember everyone- love is real.

Talent Show

Hiya!
btw, i got better after i got worse, but on the bright side im not asick anym more. I’m in perfect health!!! a lot has been going on in my life lately and i’m afraid i havn’t had enough time to update you. Schools breathing down my neck, and its time for high school scheduling. My math teacherr says i may get held back in Algebra II and not go on to FST my freshman year, which would be really depressing since i’ve worked so hard to get three years ahead of my class :/ i supposse it was just too much, too fast, eh?

So, back and up to date now, there is going to be a talent show next week. A talent show which i will be in. I wrote a song that i want to sing, but im sure if i have the guts to sing it. last time i wrote a song and sung it people got mad at me. They all thought i was trying to copy this girl  named madison, who also writes and sings songs. she’s a better singer than me, but not a better writer. also, i was writing songs three years before she ever was. And the fact that all my songs are deep and from the heart really hurts. especially when people hate on them. Do they have any idea at all???

Well, besides, i have a copy of the lyrics here for you:

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

 Ripped to shreds

All that you want

Shattered, scattered,

Reality calls

Dreams are ruined

Love is gone

Nothing that can

save us now

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

If you want live forever

Find the fountain

Drink its waters

Write it all down on the paper

Paper we are all

dependant

Think about it everyday

You see the light

You see gods way

You try and try

But no escape

You can’t get out;

You must stay

Down on paper

is your life

You’re still living

to watch yourself die

Paper planes

And paper hearts

And paper dreams

Paper everything

Down on paper write

You life

Paper crinkles

Paper dies

Just like you

And

I_______

The songs name is ‘Paper’. I have two different versions i want to sing, on in the higher octave, one in the lower. the lower octave is easier and safer, but takes basicly no talent to sing. the higher octave, though, pushes my voice to its limits. and also, i am not sure if i can hit the last high note.

So i was wondering if you, my faithful readers, would do me a favor:

Go to voisse.com and searcg “Paper (high)” and “Paper(low)”. listen to them then come back over here and tell me which one you think i should do. I’m asking because i know you all will be honest to me- i really don’t want to go up there and be embarrasssed, singing something not within my range.

REMEMBER!!!! voisse.com, Paper (high) and Paper (low). Listen to them and comment telling me which you think i should do.

Thank you, faithful readers!!!!!

(i own all copyrights to lyrics posted on this website)

Contraversy

no, i am NOT talking about prince XD
i purposly put controversial posts on this blog so i can here you opinions- and others can too!!!
so, comment away.
no matter what you post, i will approve it because everybody deserves to here you opinions, even if they’re not the same as mine. thank you for those who posted on ‘LADY GAGA’ because thats another point of view for people to look at (btw, i think that the clothes, make-up, hair, and music are all one. its culture. but i agree. most people do it for the money.)
so speak youre mind, dear readers!!!!!
get your opinon out there!!!!!!!
not only others, but myself want to here it.
if you read a post of mine, and something pops into your head, comment it, alright? alright!!!
update soon!!!!